Behind everything beautiful, there is some kind of pain.

I gained 4 pounds back. Just to prove when I ignore ana, I fuck up big time. I was doing so good, and ignoring the stomach growling and the pain in my body from 3 days of no sleep, because I took too much adderall. I officially ran out of adderall, so all I have now is my willpower and ANA.  So basically this week will prove how strong or how weak I am.  I made a goal to be 120 by nov.18, so now I need to get back to 124 then 120, ughhhh. It will happen. Believe in ANA. Stay Strong XO