Monday, January 19, 2015

161.4

So it's been 5 plus years since my last post. I feel like so much has happened and yet I have not come to far from where I was in 2010. This blog has always been about my battle with food and my weight. I won't delve too much into all the life changes I have had, but the most gruesome has been my weight gain. I remember last year when I was living on my own, I weighed in at 148 and I knew that was FAT, but I could manage to eat better and lose it. Somehow I just lost it. Now I weigh 161.4. 161.4 I can't get over that. 161.4. Some days I binge, some days I starve, but I am also 27 and not a 22 year old with a fast metabolism. I keep trying a new juice cleanse or classpass or intense sessions of soul cycle or running. Gosh, I haven't really ran. Not like I used too. Today I ran on my path by my parents, but its been so long since I ran everyday for miles. Of course, now I have a full time job and so many things I am constantly trying to accomplish. Anyways I will get into that on another post. I want to start this post how I left off... Today 1/19/15 I consumed a green juice (love this instead of coffee), I had nothing until dinner and I binged on chicken, sweet plaintains, 4oz rice and beans and a banana. Here is to hoping tomorrow I can fast all day and just consume natural juices, seltzer and black coffee. 1/19: 161.4 Goal for 2/19: 150
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  1. Kpyrhdp0912February 23, 2018 at 8:46 AM

    Go see a psychiatrist and nutritionist because that's what you need. If you're trying to be skinny, you need to eat healthy all day long, not starve your ass until dinner then binge because your body was shutting down from the extreme deprivation of it's normal schedule. Sounds like you're just too obtuse to function for yourself. Survival of fittest. You need to properly supplement your body so you don't feel like shit and keep your brain up to par.

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