Tuesday, January 12, 2010

hunger hurts & I want him so bad. oh it kills.

So I fell off. Binged all weekend on crap. Ate yesterday. Today I'm fasting and I'm not eating anything until I lose lets say 5 pounds. So when I'm 120. My new goal is still 115. Intake today: black coffee-5 cals. and drinking lemon water. no food today. none. lets go Stay Strong X0

Saturday, January 9, 2010

fiona apple

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFOzayDpWoI&feature=channel

Thursday, January 7, 2010

So fragile we are, we just don't show it. So sexy we are we just don't know it.


all I ate yesterday was a handful of cashews and just drank coffee then selzter and lemon juice til the hunger pains went away. Thank GOD for lemon juice. love it. Going to make some coffee. Good morning. Stay STrong x0

I wanna be like you when I grow up. THiN.


115

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

love it when you call me LEGS






she throws up, whatever she eats
She leave the bathroom, with a nosebleed
Regular Girl, Celebrity Dreams





She barely eats at all and when she does she eats light. Indulge in a meal, if a toilet's in sight.



Expose those fries, Can't hold them down.To be 7 pounds, you must release 7 pounds.

i binged on bananas

LOL. I almost didn't eat after my coffee last night but I ended up binging on a banana, cheese on whole wheat and frosted flakes. o well. I just weighed myself and my sister is reading my weight first tells me I'm 122 but liess I'm 124 yay lost like 3 pounds. 9 more to go! I have been having seltzer, water and coffee and just had a handful of cashews, going for a coffee run and a run! STAY STRONG X0

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Ugh.

So I was trying to fast again today even though I cheated a little this morn, but I just ate dinner. FML
Intake today:
coffee-5 cals
egg whites-30
tablespoon of hummus and sun dried tomatoes (2)-60
banana
2 pieces of chicken
5 spoons of black beans

ok who knows how much that is. I just felt so weak not even hungry, but I'm should be under 500 cal for todays intake. Having coffee now and thats it.

Hunger Hurts, Starving Works

Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
Cuz I know Im a mess he dont wanna clean up
I got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love.

140

135

130

125

120

115-----------Happiness