So fragile we are, we just don't show it. So sexy we are we just don't know it.

all I ate yesterday was a handful of cashews and just drank coffee then selzter and lemon juice til the hunger pains went away. Thank GOD for lemon juice. love it. Going to make some coffee. Good morning. Stay STrong x0

I wanna be like you when I grow up. THiN.

115

love it when you call me LEGS

she throws up, whatever she eats
She leave the bathroom, with a nosebleed
Regular Girl, Celebrity Dreams




She barely eats at all and when she does she eats light. Indulge in a meal, if a toilet's in sight.



Expose those fries, Can't hold them down.To be 7 pounds, you must release 7 pounds.

i binged on bananas

LOL. I almost didn't eat after my coffee last night but I ended up binging on a banana, cheese on whole wheat and frosted flakes. o well. I just weighed myself and my sister is reading my weight first tells me I'm 122 but liess I'm 124 yay lost like 3 pounds. 9 more to go! I have been having seltzer, water and coffee and just had a handful of cashews, going for a coffee run and a run! STAY STRONG X0

Ugh.

So I was trying to fast again today even though I cheated a little this morn, but I just ate dinner. FML
Intake today:
coffee-5 cals
egg whites-30
tablespoon of hummus and sun dried tomatoes (2)-60
banana
2 pieces of chicken
5 spoons of black beans

ok who knows how much that is. I just felt so weak not even hungry, but I'm should be under 500 cal for todays intake. Having coffee now and thats it.

Hunger Hurts, Starving Works

Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
Cuz I know Im a mess he dont wanna clean up
I got to fold cuz these hands are too shaky to hold
hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love.

140

135

130

125

120

115-----------Happiness

Thank YOU ANA

So I pretty much fasted today. Thanks ANA

coffee/skim milk-15 cal

coffee-5 cal

gum- about 4 piece-15 cal

4 kosher dill pickles-0 cal

I took a laxative tea at around 12 am its now 2 :22am going to bed and hopefully will wake up to bowel movements hah gross but I need to get rid of all the shit I've been eating. I wonder if I can fast tom. all day too...lets see. STAY STRONG XO

New Year New Me 2010

It's a new year. new goals. I forgot about Ana and my life went to hell seriously lost control of everything. I gained a couple pounds during finals and holidays. So I'm starting today only coffee and water. If I need to eat I can fake eat. I need to get back to the mentality that food makes me physically ill. GOAL: 120. lets go! stay strong X0